why am i here? who am i? why does it matter? am i even alive? are any of us real? is this really happening? where am i... i feel like im floating in a void of meaninglessness waiting for someone to save me. save me.

the feeling of wanting to go home while already being there often stems from a deeper emotional or psychological state, not a physical location. it could be a longing for comfort, security, or a past version of yourself, or a response to stress, anxiety, or feeling like you don't belong.